I found one room with a guy sitting in there watching a gay porn but couldn't get up the nerve to go in.Īfter this continued for what seemed like ages, I realized there were a few individual viewing booths in a corner. There were several people back here but everyone was just kind of lingering in the hallway, waiting for something to happen. It was several rooms with couches that had a different themed movie showing. Finally, I paid the fee and went in back and I was.underwhelmed. I found the store, browsed around the store while I got up the courage to check out the theater. I found that there was an adult store in town that had its own adult theater. Then one day I went on a trip to another country for a few weeks. I wanted to suck a dick but could just never make it happen. This transitioned to bi, trans, and even gay porn and I realized that I just loved cum.

I began getting toys and began using them, and then I found cum eating instruction (CEI) videos after I found videos of women making men eat their own cum after fucking them with a strapon. That was a huge turn-on for me but it was just fantasy. But I began to fantasize about using toys, dildos, and ultimately being taken with a strapon. I'm happily married, I love my wife, and I had never been with anyone since our marriage. Like many married men, I've become curious.